Now that Gym Boy is out of the picture, I’ve decided to move on stalk a new guy. This latest one is a real beauty. Tall, soft soft skin (I felt it when his face brushed up against mine), good looking. He’s given me his number. He told me he wants to go out. Now [...]

Yesterday, I got my very first offer. To do a standup comedy gig! This is HUGE for me.  Because it’s not just any ole stand up gig, but one down in Fisherman’s Wharf!!!  Tourist Central.   Where no San Francisco resident ever goes unless they’re entertaining their relatives from the mid west. That’s right: I’m [...]

There’s an art to talking when you’re crossdressed.  Talk as little as possible.  That was what people used to tell me, too, when I cruised for sex as a boy.  Keep your mouth shut, my friends scolded me.  When you talk it’s like a purse falls out of your mouth. Don’t Move.  Don’t Walk.  Don’t [...]

So here’s the thing. Gym boy is into my shit. There’s the kind of sexual tension when you just want to get laid. And then there’s emotional tension. That’s when you’re afraid to have sex because you might get too attached. Because we’ve never hooked up our sexual tension has become emotional tension. It’s like what [...]

It’s a quarter to midnite Wednesday night.  I just walked past Reuben’s room.  I stopped and listened.  To my surprise, he was not snoring. After Reuben was gone with his boyfriend to the Caribbean’s for a Christmas cruise I was shocked when he came back and I heard his snoring through the walls again.  Two weeks was all [...]

Reuben and I just had lunch at the Sultan, our go-to Indian buffet near Reuben’s place of work.  To get there, we walked past the long line of people waiting for the free lunch program at Glide Memorial Church.  All of a sudden Reuben points out a random Asian guy standing in line who was obviously crazy.  The guy was [...]

Tonight the lamppost on my street corner played mind games with me. Again! So you know about this boy at the gym I’ve been writing about? Well, most nights we take turns playing cat and mice.  Some nights I pursue him a little more, other nights he follows me to the bathroom and pees in the [...]

My buddy Hank and I embarked on our road trip this past Monday.  Portland and Seattle are the two major cities we’re hitting, but we plan on checking out the obscure, random towns along the way.  I want to experience Americana.  The first night we decided to stop at Redding, California.  There were Indian Casinos [...]