Hamachi Dreams
Sorry for the long wait since I last posted.
The truth is that I have not been horny at all. Nada. Passing up dates left and right.
Part of me says I should be more of a professional — Just do it! (It may be the Chinese part — I am passing up on a lot of money, after all.) But how do you work up the energy for sex? You either feel it or you don’t. And lately, I”m not feeling it at all.
This is the tragic part of me as a hooker: I actually enjoy the profession. I love getting blowjobs. Of course, I have my favorite “type” of guys, but overall I like seeing all different types of guys kneeling before Cassandra and worshipping her candy. I like seeing how straight guys lose control. And though my gay friends snicker when I say this, but straight guys really give the best head. From years of wooing real women, they (especially the older ones with money) really know the sensuality aspect of sex. It’s not just putting my candy in your mouth and sucking on it – it’s the entirety of the experience. They kiss my inner thighs. They caress up and down my legs while licking my candy through the panties. I have this one guy who takes my feet out of the stiletto heels and massages them while sucking me off. It’s a fucking incredible feeling.
To top someone is a lot more work. Actually, that’s when it becomes more of a job. When you’re into the person, it comes naturally. I love seeing the expression on your face, the mixture of pain and ecstasy, fear and anticipation. I love hearing your soft moans — you, Mister Straight Guy — purring like a little girl while I enter you again and again.
But when you’re NOT into someone, oh my god, I don’t know how I do it sometimes.
In fact, I’ve had to tell more than a couple of guys lately, sorry, here’s your money back. I can’t fuck you.
But my latest dry spell doesn’t even have to do with having to top. I’m not even taking blowjob dates. What do you think is wrong?
I went to Osaka Sushi on Castro yesterday by myself and spent $60 on sushi. SIXTY DOLLARS on sushi! For ONE person! It was rather obscene, but the hamachi was divine. I like Osaka because they give a good, generous cut of fish. (Really, if you want to buy me a birthday present send me an entire Yellowtail next April.) Then afterwards I went to Sweet Inspirations on Market and gorged on a fat slice of Tiramisu. I read the latest New Yorker while sipping on a cappucino. I thought for sure this food orgy would bring sexy back.
But no dice.
I have one week until the end of the month. Then rent is due. I have one week to make it happen. Yes you can do it, Cassandra! Take a blowjob. Fuck an asshole.
Si, Se Puede!
Tags: life
Hey Cass,
Not horny at all? What do I think is wrong? Well … you’re betraying your age. I now know for certain that you are past sixteen years old (no perpetual hard-on). Although, if I were in town I could be your Bagger Vance and help you get your stroke back.
Visualization is the key. Just imagine, as you suggested in an earlier post, that you have a client to pay off your credit card debts, then … over the monthly statements.
Also, imagine those of us who are multi-taskers, giving you a blow job WHILE we pay off your CC debts. Think that will work?
TIC,
Brian
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Brian — Giving me a blowjob WHILE paying off my credit card debts? Wow, I think I just came a little. That’s HOT. Don’t tease a girl like that. And what does TIC mean? In San Francisco TIC stands for Tenancy in Common — it’s not the ideal property for purchase unless you’ve won the lottery for condo conversion. But I don’t think that’s what you’re referring to.. Cass
Si, Se Puede…echoes of the United Farm Workers circa 1972, “it can be done”. Conveniently “borrower” by Mr. Obama’s campaign, as “Yes we can”.
I love a smart whore!
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And this whore loves Obama! Wait til you read the post where I argue with one of my customers during election season. Oh I ripped him a new asshole when he accused Obama of waging class warfare. Thanks for reading mister Mercedes Benz… Cass
TIC = tongue in cheek
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TIA = tongue in asshole! xoxo Cass
Cass,
It happens. Wax & Wane. However, you must more selective. Speaking of which, what does the man need to contain to really spark you. Mind & soul. Yellowtail is also of my most treasured foods.
Gary
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Gary… From your appreciation of yellowtail I can already tell we are destined to be soulmates. Or at the very least, eating partners. You know what Cassandra likes to serve for dessert, don’t you? LOL, Cass