Supermodel?!? Maybe Not…
I got my photos back from the photoshoot that I had blogged about in an earlier post. The good news is that I look OK. Actually, I look better than OK. We got some good shots. Perhaps they’ll look even better once I get Mariah Carey’s retoucher to work on them.
The “bad” news is that, well, I guess I secretly hoped I would be transformed into a supermodel. You know how you watch shows like “Make Me A Supermodel” or “America’s Next Top Model” and these very plain, almost homely-looking girls are utterly transformed when you see their glamour shots? It’s like damn! those pictures look nothing like the real thing. They make it look like the pics could actually be something you’d see in Vogue magazine.
When I lamented that I don’t look like Naomi Campbell in the pictures Reuben said, “Well, Cassandra, this is what you look like in real life.” And then yesterday at the gym I was looking at myself in the mirror and I was complaining that I might be getting wrinkles and he said, “Well, Cassandra, you’re not a model.”
Well, Reuben, there are two sides to every story and there may be a reason why Rhianna got hurt. Sometimes people don’t shut up when they need to. Did you read my post about the photoshoot and how much Reuben aggravated me and accused me of being U-G-L-Y right before my pictures were taken? Shit, I can visualize me kicking his ass right now. I bet he’ll keep talking as I bitch-slap him, too: “Well, Cassandra, you’re not a model. *slap!* You’re just not. *SLAP!*” And as I have him on the floor and me pummeling his face with my Lee Press-On’s he’ll still try to talk: “Well, it’s true: you UGLY *punch!* You UGLY UGLY UGLY!”
What’s that move in wrestling called where I go up in the air and land with my curled biceps at his throat?
But I kid. I kid! Violence is never the answer. That’s what blogs are for.
You know what I really wish came through in the pictures?
The look I have when I’m in the beginning stages of sex.
See, there’s the look before sex (which is what all these pics look like — with perfect dewy makeup). Then there’s the look during sex as I’m working towards the climax (when I start to not care how I look and just focus on how good it feels). Then there’s the look right after sex (when I run straight to the bathroom and reapply my makeup).
But my best look is towards the beginning, when you’re on your knees going down on me. You like looking up at me, don’t you? You’re sucking on my candy but you want to look up at a pretty girl while you do it. You like looking into my eyes. You like seeing how good I feel. You like pleasuring me. You like showing me how it’s done.
Oh I’m getting hard as I write this…
There are mirrors all around my bedroom. And when I look at myself during this stage, while we’re easing into intimacy, you taking me into your mouth — this is when I look the best. The initial awkwardness of the meeting melts away. It’s all about pleasure now. I am flooded with endorphins. My makeup is still flawless but my eyes start to take on a glassy sheen. This is what you do to me. This is how much you excite me. You make my candy feel soo good.
But you can’t fake this in a shoot. You can’t fake this tranquility. This connection between you and me.
Which is why I think I will bring a date on my next shoot. To blow me between shots. Maybe then my pics will come out like a supermodel’s.
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Maybe you should have just given Rueben a little smirk and told him that you never really liked him anyway.
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Ms. R: Thanks for writing, sweetie.
From all the pictures I see here, I can’t imagine why you don’t see yourself as gorgeous. Supermodel? No, but then Supermodels aren’t real, and not nearly as sexy as you. Rueben’s comments don’t mean a thing.
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Tom: you are one studmuffin. I think you have excellent taste. Thanks you, Cass
i personally think that supermodels are a desgust. i mean if i want to see someone who would blow away in 20mph wind then i wouldnt be. i think that you are very beautiful and i now often fantisise about u as much as money going in a slot machine in vegas. i must say im supprised u didnt throw the photographer down on his knees and insert your candy into his mouth and say is that ugly beotch. my mind is now wondering like a kid at chucky cheeses for the first time in his life. i have to go now but first u are gorgeous just like ur website says. i one day i would like to be ur photographer if u know what i mean. cozy 20
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thanks cozy, cass
its not hard for me to get excited when my brain races through fantasies like jeff gorden at daytona. but supermodels dont, i guess because they dont dont exist, the fact is that nobody is perfect. what makes a supermodel a supermodel? a tweaker with a pretty face and media saying this person is the best. thats basically what it is isnt. anyways what up with the photographer im supprised that you didnt throw him down on his knees whip out ur candy and slam it in his mouth like rosey odonnel shoves twinkies in her mouth and then say is that ugly beotch. i would love to play photographer if u raft the river (know what i mean) idk i just thought of tell me if u like it im going to use it. anyways love the story it got me excited like usall. cozy 20
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thanks cozy, Cass
cassandra i see ur posts nd have never been more turned on in my life i have fantasized about meeting u and having u do all those things to mee i am good looking and in my 40s and have only imagined being with someone like u please email me sometime and id love to tell u more u are a goddess thanks
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Hey Jim aren’t you just a sweetheart! Thanks so much for your compliments. I’ll be sure to look you up when I do my world wide tour… xoxo Cass
You are hot as hell…. what gym do you go to
let me know if you want a personal trainer will work for candy lol
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RJ i LOVE personal trainers! xoxo Cass
Gorgeous Cassandra Gorgeous,
You make me too weak at the knees to stand, but I’ll offer to crawl on your next photo shoot to give you that perfect supermodel aura that only you can project.
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Brian — u are coming to my next photoshoot. Cass
Very interesting site. It sounds like you do enjoy what you do. Happened to see your ad in Indy. I do enjoy T-girls
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Thanks Don, I would like to visit Indy very soon as part of my world-wide TGirl Domination Tour. xoxo Cass